{"id":10005,"date":"2007-12-31T20:29:31","date_gmt":"2007-12-31T19:29:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dev.harald-bluechel.com\/inventory-2007\/"},"modified":"2007-12-31T20:29:31","modified_gmt":"2007-12-31T19:29:31","slug":"inventory-2007","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dev.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/inventory-2007\/","title":{"rendered":"Inventory.2007"},"content":{"rendered":"

Inventory.2007<\/strong><\/p>\n

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These are my clothes,<\/p>\n

These are my shoes,<\/p>\n

Here are my household appliances, cutlery and crockery.<\/p>\n

Here is my bed, my desk, my seating,<\/p>\n

These are my cupboards and shelves.<\/p>\n

These are my plants.<\/p>\n

These are my stereo systems, radios, playback and recording devices,<\/p>\n

These are my computers, hard disks and software licenses.<\/p>\n

Here are my files, tax returns, contracts, certificates and press archives,<\/p>\n

Here are my bank account, credit cards and ID cards.<\/p>\n

These are my records, audio and video cassettes, my CDs and DVDs.<\/p>\n

Here are my photos, posters, prints and pictures.<\/p>\n

Here are my books.<\/p>\n

Here are my letters.<\/p>\n

Here are my personal notes.<\/p>\n

Here are my mementos.<\/p>\n

This is my wing.<\/p>\n

Here is my piano.<\/p>\n

These are my electric pianos.<\/p>\n

These are my synthesizers.<\/p>\n

Here are my other instruments, mixing consoles and studio equipment.<\/p>\n

These are my sheet music, my DAT cassettes, my masters and backup copies.<\/p>\n

These are my memories.<\/p>\n

Here are my dreams,<\/p>\n

my principles,<\/p>\n

my fears,<\/p>\n

my commandments and self-prohibitions,<\/p>\n

my anxiety,<\/p>\n

my regulations,<\/p>\n

my talents,<\/p>\n

my inabilities and insecurities,<\/p>\n

my joys,<\/p>\n

my vanities,<\/p>\n

my self-denials and self-assurances.<\/p>\n

My crying and my laughter,<\/p>\n

my darkness and my radiance.<\/p>\n

These are my experiences.<\/p>\n

My mistakes and illusions,<\/p>\n

my wishes and expectations,<\/p>\n

my ideas about life,<\/p>\n

These are the roles I slipped into, practiced and tried out,<\/p>\n

in which I thought I had succeeded or failed.<\/p>\n

Here are my abysses, wastelands, aisles and stubborn contradictions.<\/p>\n

Here are the small and large bundles of pure, experienced happiness.<\/p>\n

Here are the shackles and gags,<\/p>\n

the penetrations to the light,<\/p>\n

sinking into the depths.<\/p>\n

Here are the loads,<\/p>\n

these are the gifts,<\/p>\n

the tools and templates<\/p>\n

the conditions and possibilities,<\/p>\n

with which I was equipped.<\/p>\n

Here is my gratitude.<\/p>\n

Here is my anger and indignation.<\/p>\n

Here is the immortal memory of the many who, with everything they had<\/p>\n

set out to live and stand up for their convictions and feelings.<\/p>\n

Here are the ones that gave me food.<\/p>\n

This is my despair,<\/p>\n

this is my esprit,<\/p>\n

These are the wounds and scars,<\/p>\n

These are my jealousies and small-mindedness.<\/p>\n

Here lies the hope of a self-determined life,<\/p>\n

that never ceased to exist.<\/p>\n

Here are the apartments and the locations,<\/p>\n

where I ate, worked and slept.<\/p>\n

Here are the landscapes,<\/p>\n

that I was allowed to be a part of,<\/p>\n

These are the scents, the rain, the sunbeams, the snow,<\/p>\n

the air that touched my senses,<\/p>\n

These are the streams, rivers and seas,<\/p>\n

the gardens, fields and forests,<\/p>\n

the mountains, the plains, the animals;<\/p>\n

These are the colors, the clouds, sky and stars.<\/p>\n

Here are the infinitely varied sounds.<\/p>\n

These are the people I have met,<\/p>\n

that I had to face,<\/p>\n

that I was allowed to meet.<\/p>\n

That I loved and or<\/p>\n

will always love.<\/p>\n

Here are the people who deceived me,<\/p>\n

Here are the ones I disappointed.<\/p>\n

Here are the people,<\/p>\n

who gave me and to whom I could give.<\/p>\n

Here are the unmistakable, precious moments,<\/p>\n

in which I felt that I was alive.<\/p>\n

Here are the moments,<\/p>\n

in which I loved,<\/p>\n

These are the moments that I<\/p>\n

will always love.<\/p>\n

These are the things or the residues of things,<\/p>\n

that I have felt, thought, said, done or made,<\/p>\n

I have been or in which I have gone astray.<\/p>\n

Here is the self-understanding that has grown in life,<\/p>\n

to trust the substance<\/p>\n

and not the objects.<\/p>\n

Stroke.<\/p>\n

Here is what I would like to be.<\/p>\n

Stroke.<\/p>\n

This is what I can be.<\/p>\n

Stroke.<\/p>\n

This is me.<\/p>\n

This is where I live.<\/p>\n

Here I am.<\/p>\n

Now.<\/p>\n

(December 2007)<\/p>\n

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